a few days ago
i came across a pic of someone and her bf
so how long has it been?
since the first day of me meetin you,
on 2006 in the month of july...
i've fallen so deeply in love...
but due to low self-esteem
i buried my feelings for u and went to him...
yet, even when im in his arms,
i look forward to your msgs
and prayed tat u wud some day, notice me
finally, my prayers were heard
but it was right after my r/s started...
u didnt have the courage to confess cus im taken...
you knew very well that i am suffering with him
yet, u didnt rescue me from pain
instead, u stayed by me,
listened to my complaints of him,
and take in all the jealousy by yourself...
------, if i knew of ur feelings
i would have the courage to leave
why didnt you tell me anything?
it's almost two years now...
i cant stop regretting that mistake i've made
and i cant stop hating myself
why did you give me up just right before i broke up with him?
i tried so hard to let u look back at me
but... you're gone...
we can never go back anymore...
how much more time will i take to forget u?
if there is really someone who plans and controls our lives,
why did u play such a big joke on us?
if it is said tat everyone have their destined partner,
why cant i... make him mine...?
Posted by Zhu-An at 10:59 AM
